My First ID :D

I seriously need help with photoshop and focusing skills. I seriously cannot work on photoshop for more than an hour or two no matter what I 'm working on and I rarely ever finish anything!!!! IT MAKES ME MAD!!! D:<

anyway... this is basically the only drawing that I got done that looked decent for the past couple days that I was stranded at my granny's house. The best drawing platform I had was my lap and I sat for hours... HOURS I SAY!!!

alot of those clothes belong to gaia and this chibi barely looks like me but it looks more like me than Cecil so